Lament

to lament is the inarguable feeling of morning, feel or express sorrow and the inevitable regret of it all.

i guess this one word explains all that i can feel right now. lamentation, if there is such a word. pretenses aside, i wish to be in the arms of warmth and true happiness. i've lost that to silly squables and irrevocable harm on another. like i said, to be left here wandering the world alone seems an awful awful place, will God grace me with this one more chance to make a better change in my life and the other's. time will tell, but time tears people apart too and voids can be filled. unless, true longing takes places for a unperturbable heart, yours truely. lament i shall, and maybe just maybe i can make it all better for u and for me.