Delirium
the dictionary states this as:
1.
Pathology. a more or less temporary disorder of the mental faculties, as in fevers, disturbances of consciousness, or intoxication, characterized by restlessness, excitement, delusions, hallucinations, etc.
2.
a state of violent excitement or emotion.
its something i don't usually have but of recently, i do have this sort of disorder of mental inhibition to provide logical logic when it comes to certain situations.
Am i all that kooky, that there's a mental state to describe my wellbeing, emotionally? its actually a fact of two states. the reason being that i have expectations and responsibilities to another and the other doesn't seem to share the same. i am upset at my emotional well being, being so volatile and uncertain it sort of scares me to think otherwise in most situations and circumstances. i am upset that there are things more important to people than caring and sharing. do i think i am being unfair? absolutely, its a disposition that i am. do we truely behave or treat people the same way you expect them to treat you? seriously speaking, how often do we actually treat people the same way as they did? are there special unsaid rules that people should know about when it comes to another individual? ABSOLUTELY. but its not for them to decifer nor is it for them to liberate about. its up to the other individual to act upon and know what to do. there's a saying, "think fast, Act Now". if there's deliberation you need to have with yourself, are you truely putting yourself and choosing a point where its convenience is prior, against the more difficult option, are you truely caring about another person, or is it that you will but at a more convenient time? i would say that the hardest thing to do is to inconvenient yourself for another, but it also is the most beautiful gift you can give another, especially in a time of need or desolation.
to know that someone out there does care to that much a degree that convenience and aptitude to oneself is foregone, then you truely know how deeply a person cares for you. and that to me that action alone is the most beautiful and divine benevolence you can give a person you truely love. idealist i might be, but i am glad to say that i will always do that for the other, no matter what the cost of my actions are or were. how deep does your love truely run withing your veins for another? skin is only surface but what lies beneath is the true beauty of the affection.
1.
Pathology. a more or less temporary disorder of the mental faculties, as in fevers, disturbances of consciousness, or intoxication, characterized by restlessness, excitement, delusions, hallucinations, etc.
2.
a state of violent excitement or emotion.
its something i don't usually have but of recently, i do have this sort of disorder of mental inhibition to provide logical logic when it comes to certain situations.
Am i all that kooky, that there's a mental state to describe my wellbeing, emotionally? its actually a fact of two states. the reason being that i have expectations and responsibilities to another and the other doesn't seem to share the same. i am upset at my emotional well being, being so volatile and uncertain it sort of scares me to think otherwise in most situations and circumstances. i am upset that there are things more important to people than caring and sharing. do i think i am being unfair? absolutely, its a disposition that i am. do we truely behave or treat people the same way you expect them to treat you? seriously speaking, how often do we actually treat people the same way as they did? are there special unsaid rules that people should know about when it comes to another individual? ABSOLUTELY. but its not for them to decifer nor is it for them to liberate about. its up to the other individual to act upon and know what to do. there's a saying, "think fast, Act Now". if there's deliberation you need to have with yourself, are you truely putting yourself and choosing a point where its convenience is prior, against the more difficult option, are you truely caring about another person, or is it that you will but at a more convenient time? i would say that the hardest thing to do is to inconvenient yourself for another, but it also is the most beautiful gift you can give another, especially in a time of need or desolation.
to know that someone out there does care to that much a degree that convenience and aptitude to oneself is foregone, then you truely know how deeply a person cares for you. and that to me that action alone is the most beautiful and divine benevolence you can give a person you truely love. idealist i might be, but i am glad to say that i will always do that for the other, no matter what the cost of my actions are or were. how deep does your love truely run withing your veins for another? skin is only surface but what lies beneath is the true beauty of the affection.
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