ever felt?

Ever felt that u were only half the man u were suppose to be? ever wonder what wld happen if u just looked beyond the ordinary. i don't know, i keep waking up and thinking maybe today i'll be greater, today things will change. The procrastination of it all is that we're human. Dreams are this whole link missing from our lives, and no i'm not talking about those dreams that you have when u're asleep. but those u have for your life. if its so important to us, why do we keep letting ourselves down when it boils down to it.

Some say it might be you being lazy. some say that we dare not get out of the comfort zone. i say its a mixture of not knowing exactly what to hope for. Its this whole image where you can see, but can't connect the dots. to me its scary, call me "asian" and conservative. But that's what i see. its like going to bed, and dreaming, when u wake up u remember the end and you have no idea how that dream led up to it, u feel confused and frustrated trying to remember the other parts.

Basically, maybe i'm not what i am suppose to be when people look at me, or when people look deeper than skin deep. Am i suppose to be a shining star? prince charming or something better? i have no clue, its a mystery to me. i just wish i knew what to expect and what to become.