fIGHTING the bulge

To fight the bulge, one of the hardest things known to the common man. surprisingly, i now understand why ppl lose weight after a "bad" relationship. No its not her fault, its not anybody's fault, But mine.

incredibly, i've come to terms with my weight recently, i'm slowly gaining it back. i'm scared of being a 105 and fighting with that weight is no easy task. i've been to the gym countless times, and maintaining it at 93 is no easy task. running, weight training, restraining from food(a huge huge craving for anything i want to eat, usually wins). its not easy at all, i pray to God to give me the strength to actually stop myself from eating too much and exercising more. with this new healthy outlook, i wish only to be able to lose abit more weight and maintain my size as, australia in the coming month will prove whether i can maintain this lifestyle. haha! i really hope i won't become lazy and stop being that fat kid anymore.

I want to lose weight, i want to look that tad better. heh! its true materialism sometimes, and most of the time is important. its the sad sad truth. oh well, i hope i'm not being too vain either. so to my friends, stop me from eating too much and ask me to exercise more pls pls pls? hahaha! u'll be greatly rewarded in heaven one day for making me skinnier, i'm quite sure of it. haha!