cold cold cold!

this is the first time in God knows when, where i'm going to be spending new year's away from home. its abit saddening to be here when i know that i should be home. yet this whole, cold and warm fireplace, feels kinda nostalgic. wandering and wandering what my friends in their own countries are doing.... justin and dave, just south east from where i am, freezing their butts off? the norweigian crew, dag, marita, mette, guri, bjorn, annette, anne, the list goes on. all freezing aye? oh well, what's one to do then. i don't actually have anything to write about vancouver, considering its just been shit boring and i've spent the last 24 hrs in bed in the last 48 hrs. you do the math, its a hell alot of sleep. even for me!

the new years is almost coming, and i wanna start a clean clean new sheet to this coming 2007. i can't find a better way to start it by apologizing to all the people i've offended over 2006 and 2005. so slowly and surely, hopefully by the end of 2007 some miracles will hapen and everything would be forgiven. i have heaps of people to apologize to and hell more to strike peace with. never thought i could offend or make so many people angry. maybe going to perth was my little escape to run away from all these obsticles. but i shall make a promise to myself that i will change that. its gonna take time, but hopefully at the end of this new year. i will have made enough peace with everyone.

i guess time will be still the best measure for everything once again. i bore myself with this pundering morsh shit. but its my only option, time to forgive and time to try once again. i'll see the rest of you real soon. and here i shall stop and stop boring you guys with my boring words.

a fruitful yield

its a wonder how time passes and your friends fade after so long. its a sad thing to say to people whom you've grown accustomed to and now having time passed and things happen to say good bye to them is probably the hardest thing, we all have to do. friends in singapore have different eyes for me now,i apologise for outburst of any sorts, and now i begin starting a new life in australia. here are some moments in time which i have to say good bye to. the ones in australia have grown dearly to me. each and everyone of them hold special regard and special feelings for me. words do not do justice so i'll just show you pictures. its been an awesome 6 mths with you guys.
































so many memories and stuff that i'll treasure. i'll see some of you next year, some i will not. but i thank you guys for such a wonderful time.